@May 04, 2009
Tonight I thought I could have time to do Japanese homework as long as I didn't addict to TV and any books. However, after I settled down everything, 10:30pm already. Then I felt so tired and didn't want to do anything. However, still spent 1.5 hours on the internet. To get some e-book which was erased after I have formated this computer. To write what I would like to write long long time ago.
One day before yesterday, I wore the new shoe which I bought last summer. I just wore a few time, this is the first time I wore in this year. Finally, my feet got hurt, there is little skin to be got rid of. Therefore, yesterday I wore sport shoe, it was better. However, today I wore high heel shoe, it was so painful. At the end of work, I finally covered it with plastic sticker. So stupid to tolerate the painful for a whole day. Just a sticker, can release my pain.
Yesterday night, I got bad sleep due to drink too much tea. I always drank water instead of tea. Yesterday seems the tea is so nice, I drank during the whole meal time. Turned right and left, cannot fall asleep and my feet was a little pain. Felt my face a little hot, did I get fever.
Today morning, the responsible staff checked our body temperature before we went up to the office. Just got little worried. Finally, it doesn't matter. Maybe I didn't get enough sleep, so felt little unreal feeling.
Tomorrow will be another day. Tonight I think I will have good sleep.
@May 04, 2009
分享太多，不如坐言起行。分享得足夠了，便要投入耕耘的道路。久不耕耘，好容易變了荒田。到那時回首，已是多個春秋。
曾經有個想法，想逐本逐本看完圖書館的圖書，在那段熱衷於寫讀書報告的日子，看了很多經典文學，如紅樓夢，水滸傳，簡愛等。最喜歡中學時期的英文書，書本小小，故事很有趣。最記得Jane Eyer and Little Women, 100多頁的書，很難得地看完，看完英文書，再去看中文書。唯一的兩本中英版都看過。
如果公共圖書館可以借那一類的書，一定會好受歡迎。
大專以後，似乎文學有點遠離了。只有在大學讀的一個學期的中國文學導論，有小小的接觸，不過，那是現代文學，從未看過張愛玲的小說，在這個課程接觸了。
現在似乎多看一些勵智性的書籍，偶而K一K小說。
問朋友借的書，只看了一點點，不知是否看得太多，近來沒有心情看那一類書呢，另一原因，也是隱約地有點鬱鬱小結。
新借回的兩本，清清腦袋，似乎不錯的書，一本叫司恩魯的《能飛的翅膀人生3D化》- The wings of dreamer。很喜歡它的圖畫，另一本未看，稍後再提吧。
之前，見妹妹看《棋王。樹王。孩子王》一書，猶記起當時，呵欠連連地看完之後，居然覺得好像本書的內容也不錯。呵欠連連地逐字看呢，看完好像完成了一項重大的任務般，鬆一口氣。
看書，我還是學不會略讀。
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對老師的印象，一向都是好有學問的人，感覺像高人一等的人。
到畢業出來做事，有的同學也做了老師，才感覺到原來老師也是一種職業，也是普通人，與其他行業一樣，有怎樣的心，就成就怎樣的職業。卸下了職業，大家一樣是普通的人。
所以有些人不會一開始講自己的職業，少了那種先入為主的觀念，比較輕鬆自在些。
同學們是護士，是牙醫，也是很平常的事。
輕鬆一點，有時候，放下一會兒職能。
@May 03, 2009
生活上，受很多無形的束縛，事實上，也只是借口。
生活上比很多人都自由，只是自己為自己加框框而已。
曾經規範了自己，卻在某些時刻想擺脫一下，很多時候，都會陷入別人的陷阱之中。
越是迷惘，越是會跌入令自己後悔的空間。
當一個人想別人解惑時，最容易踏入別人的圈套。
明知是陷阱，還是要前進。有時人的想法，總是有點難懂。
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捎出一點信息，只因想起你。
不懂得如何關心，只懂得如何分享，想讓你知我思我想。
這就是我，每個人有不同的表達方式，而我的表達，是主動也很被動。
不管會不會奇怪，也不管會不會說得太多，只因為單純的信任，單純地想接近多一點點。
見面不多，也無礙，各自有各忙碌的生活，有不同的目標。
在沒有見面的日子，大家變化很多，每一分每一秒都在改變，沒有停留，努力地生活著。
在見面的時候，才道出彼此的改變。
很幸運我會有想起的人。
雖然有時我會猶疑，我該停止這樣的分享，好像硬塞給別人一樣。
不過，若是別人這麼覺得，我想會告訴我吧。只管做自己，不須代別人想。
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積極樂觀，是一位老師常掛在嘴邊的口頭禪，因為他，才會令我由討厭作文變成喜歡作文。
他說只要真心地去寫，寫自己的真感覺，便會寫得好。也鼓勵自由寫作。隨心隨意地寫作。
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起起落落也好，平平凡凡也好，怎樣看怎樣感覺，還是由自己的心去決定。
事實不會改變，自己的心卻可以改變。
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就是這樣，不知自己在說何事的文字，才像從前的Entry。好懷念。
時間比從前少，不能像從前一樣天天寫，偶而寫寫，也無妨。
@April 15, 2009
Today morning I heard news from TV that today may be raining suddenly in the later time. Since last Friday, I threw away my umbrella due to broken on the stick, I haven't bought a new one. Also I didn't want to bring the long umbrella. Therefore, I imagined and pretended that today may not be raining.
Morning is a nice weather, lunch time is just strong windy, afternoon is still not raining. Worked so concentrated and late, when I went down the lobby of IFC II, I saw raining outside.
Went forward and went back to the reception, I finally decided to borrow an umbrella with $20 deposit.
Slim rain with the street light, seems like snow falling down.
When I arrived the underground of my home, it is not raining at all. Will tomorrow be raining? I just want to bring 1 umbrella only.
Today was the last meeting of this project, very good meeting, cost 5 minutes only. Result Summary was completed as earlier than expected and the remaining part was revising by senior. Manual was also in good progress, remain 2 Appendixes. Data Checking was progressing half.
@April 14, 2009
Today finally finished main part of reports, found that there should be modified a little on some part. Anyways, do the most important part first.
Sleepy today morning, but only allow myslef be sleepy before arrived office.
When I went home today, came a big person sitting in the middle of other passager and me. It is not comfortable that he own 1.5 seats. It is a pity for him but also make others uncomfortable. Luckily I was thin and sat aside, just spend 0.5 seat. Also luckily that the seat of the bus is not small. One of the bus has small seat and even I sat there, there is very crowd.
Equality is something people should think to do more about special kind of people. "Special" is not mean negative, just mean a bit different comparing with people in common feature.
Difficult feelings about "Special".
